I OFTEN WONDER IF AGE IS RELEVENT IN A RELATIONSHIP. IN MY CASE, THERE IS A 34 YEAR DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND MY PARTNER. I OFTEN WORRY BECAUSE I AM SO MUCH OLDER, HOWEVER IT SEEMS TO WORK. WE LIKE THE SAME THINGS, WE ENJOY BEING WITH EACH OTHER. WE OFTEN SEE OLDER PEOPLE WITH YOUNGER PEOPLE ON TV AND THINK "THAT'S DISGUSTING". THEN I HAVE TO STOP AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND REALIZE OMG THAT'S ME. THERE IS NO ULTERIOR MOTIVE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. A FORMER FRIEND SUGGESTED THAT I WAS IN IT ONLY FOR YOUTH, SEX AND MONEY. WELL NEITHER ONE OF US IS RICH, OR HORN DOGS (LOL) SO IT MUST BE HER YOUTH AND MY THINKING YOUNG. I FEAR FOR THE DAY (BECAUSE OF MY AGE) WHEN THIS RELATIONSHIP WILL COME TO AN END. THE PAIN OF LOSING SOMEONE IS NOT SOMETHING I WISH TO PUT MY PARTNER THROUGH. AS THIS IS A FIRST TIME RELATIONSHIP TO HER I'M SURE IT WILL BE DEVASTATING FOR HER TO GO THROUGH, AND THAT IS WHY I LIVE IN THE HERE AND NOW. I ENJOY THE TIME I AM GIVEN TO BE WITH SOMEONE I LOVE AND LOVE BEING WITH.
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